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His promises to me say: He wants to do powerful things with me.  JUST LET EVERYTHING GO... MY SPIRITUAL LIFE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN MATERIAL TRIVIAL ARGUES... YEAH, LIVING ACCORDING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT FROM ME...  YEAH IN A SENSE IT IS NOT RIGHT, NOW, WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE?? PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME AND ALWAYS LOOK FOR MY WELL BEING, MAMA SAYS: JUST REMEMBER TO BE LOYAL TO GOD.  FURTHEREMORE, HE TOLD ME TO OBEY HIS WORD AND KEEP ON WHAT I WAS TOLD, TAUGHT. I ALSO KNOW MY ENEMY , THE HOLY SPIRIT IS WITH ME TO HELP ME UNDERSTAND, YES INDEAD, YOU LORD UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS AND TEARS OF BATTLE, I MUST BELIEVE DEMONDS TRULY EXIST, AND THEY WANT TO BEAT ME DOWN AND TAKE FROM ME ALL THE THINGS I HAVE AND LEAVE ME MISERABLE AND EMPTY.  I DECLARE PEACE AND LOVE IN MY HOUSE. I DECLARE HEALTH ON MY BODY, JOY, STRENGH TO KEEP ON MY WAY AND BEAT YOU DOWN SO HARD BELOW MY FEET WITH THE POWER OF GOD AND THE FIRE I DEEPLY DESIRE TO BURN IN MY HEART AGAIN.  GOD WILL HELP ME WITH T...

Taking charges off of my shoulders. Freedom Morning!

 25/08/2021 Hey,  I thought today and now was a good moment to talk to myself. Gee, it has been a really strange year. I have experienced so many changes that I do not understand almost what is going on.  I have learned a lot about myself. I have analyzed my inner side as never done before. Sometimes it becomes kind of awkward, like if I were meeting another person.  Now, I see the inside of my mind and I only see a universe of topics to ask to myself. Has this year shown me who I really am? The emptyness I used to feel now seems to be slowy staring down. Am I knowing myself for first time? How does it feel? Starting to be independant and seeing your goals for which you have cried and given all, finally come to you as a reward for relentless persistance and engagement.  In writing I see the scape to that world, where time stops and where I feel all my charges are taken off of me. Amazingly spiritual, from a superior level of my cognition. I must do something wit...